SOON EASTER WILL BE HERE, IT BRINGS SO MANY MEMORIES BACK. ALL THE GIRLS COLORING EGGS, LOOKING FOR THEIR BASKETS AND EGGS, YOU ALWAYS LOVED THE HOLIDAYS AND WERE HELPING THEM. THEY WERE ALL TOGETHER LAST WEEK-END IN PITTS DOING THE SAME THINGS, EXCEPT FOR ME AND YOU. I STILL MISS YOU SO MUCH, IT HURTS ME KNOWING THAT YOU CAN'T BE WITH THEM, HELPING THEM AND ENJOYING EVERYTHING, YOU WERE SO CHILD-LIKE. YOU LOVE THE SIMPLE THINGS AND YOUR FAMILY SO MUCH. I STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW THIS COULD HAPPEN. EVERYDAY I THINK OF YOU AND MISS YOU. YOUR LITTLE GIRLS ARE GROWING UP SO QUICKLY, I HOPE THEY CAN REMEMBER WHAT YOU WERE LIKE, THEY ALWAYS NEEDED YOU, YOU WERE SO SPECIAL TO THEM, YOU ARE THEIR MOTHER, I KNOW THEY MISS YOU SO MUCH. I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU AND I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER!
the things i miss about you is that i could tell you anything like about friends boys or anything else now that your gone i cant do that and when we talked and i cryd youd cry with me im growing and growing taller and taller im getting more adultesh every year but when i was with you it didnt matter how old we were we always acted like we were 2 years old . I can still hear your laugh your cry i still rember how we'd always take out the trash in shorts and a tank top and sandels in the wither when it was snowing we'd always wright eachother notes in the snow out side it was so funn i miss you
I cant wait for this weekend but at the same time i just dont want it to come because when i see aunt vicky or mariah or ness it makes me think of you and i know you in a better place but i really dont want you to be i really try so hard not to cry evey time i think or see a picture of you i really didnt want you to go just because i need you
Reality is with me today. Most of the time I think that your in rehab or something. I hate when reality sets in and I know I will never see you again. I think that maybe god gave you your addiction so that we could get used to you being somewhere else. I can't imagine what we would have all felt like if you left us before the addiction. The girls are comming to pa this weekend to dye eggs. We will dye one for you. Love you.
ive been thinking about my mom a lot just thinging of all our memories and all of our laugh attacts all our frenchfry salad eating ive been thinking about all the times we just sat there and cryd for like an hour i miss my momma i really cant belive your gone but its been 9 months i think and i still cant get over it youll all ways be in my heart momma
