Time goes by, so much happens, and still I miss you so much. I wish you were here with us to be part of it. You brought so much light and laughter to our lives, we didn't appreciate you enough, I know you forgive us all and want everyone to go on with our lives and be happy. Fly free ANDREA ,my angel child, we will always miss you , and remember all the wonderful times together. Sometimes,I think of you and a tear falls down my cheek, I guess we can move on with broken hearts. You would be so proud of all the girls. they are so sweet. Be with them all and try to guide them. They all need your love. You are still in our hearts, you'll be there forever!!!!
Last week was your brother's birthday, he was your best buddy. When you were little you'd chase after him calling, Jimmy,Jimmy. all of your life you were so close. Even after a yr. it's still hard to accept what happened. iIknow you loved him so much. You both had so much fun together. I know that now you want him to move forward with his life ,to be happy , to accept and to remember you with love. So many good memories, so much happiness. Be free, my angel daughter. Watch over all of us. I miss you so much.
My angel, sometimes it's so hard to write,it like your just away, then it all comes back. Your girls were here this summer, how wonder it is to be with them, they are so like you, so senistive and caring, how they are growing up. I wish i could turn the clock back 10 yrs, when we were all in austintown and all 4 girls were little. We had so much fun. I guess we can live with broken hearts, we have to.Your daughters needed you soo much.You would be proud of them. Ness is out of college, Mariah just starting,Alannah and Carrington just starting their teens, so much happening in their lives. Help give them strength to survive.You are in all of our hearts, we will remember you with love forever!
I was in ohio this past weekend! I visited you at the cemetary. I think i may have felt your presence there. Driving around austintown made me think of all the summers we used to spend together. All the fairs, swimming at grandmas pool, yellow duck and that other place we occasionally went to. Remember that summer you got to drive your friends jeep for a few weeks! I feel like so much of our time was driving around. Remember the bump by miahs moms house we used to drive real fast on! I miss those days! I'd give anything to have one more weekend with all of use at the house in austintown! Love you!
"AND GOD SAID"
I said, "God, I hurt."
And God said, I know."
I said, "God, I cry a lot."
And God said, "That is why I gave you tears."
I said, "God, I am so depressed."
And God said, "That is why I gave you Sunshine."
I said, "God, life is so hard."
And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones."
I said, "God, my loved one died."
And God said, "So did mine"
I said, "God, it is such a loss."
And God said, I saw mine nailed to a cross."
I said, "God, but your loved one lives."
And God said, "So does yours."
I said, "God, where are they now?"
And God said, "Mine is on My right and yours is in the Light."
I said, "God, it hurts."
And God said, I know."
