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IT'S BEEN ALMOST 9 MO'S , I STILL STRUGGLE WITH WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I DIDN'T REALIZE YOU COULD LIVE WITH A BROKEN HEART, BUT THAT PART WILL ALWAYS BELONG TO YOU. I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME, BUT THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE AND IT'S JUST SO HARD TO ACCEPT, AND WE HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE, BUT TO GO ON. YOU LIVE WITHIN EACH OF US, AND WE ARE SO ENTERTWINED. I KNOW YOU WANT US ALL TO BE AT PEACE AND THAN YOU WILL BE. THE SUN IS SHINNING THIS MORNING, I KNOW YOU ARE WITH ME FOR ANOTHER DAY, URGING ME ON TO BE THE BEST I CAN. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. YOU WERE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PERSON, SO FULL OF LOVE AND COMPASSION FOR EVERYONE! REST IN PEACE, MY DARLING, ANDREA.
TODAY IS CARRINGTON'S BIRTHDAY,SHE IS 12. I REMEMBER WHEN YOU BROUGHT HER HOME. SHE WAS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL BABY, ALANNAH HAD ON A BIG SISTER SHIRT. WE WERE ALL SO HAPPY.CARRINGTON HAD YOU FOR SUCH A SHORT TIME,I STILL SEE YOU WALKING WITH HER, HOLDING HANDS. SHE JUST WANTED TO BE WITH YOU!! SHE WAS YOUR LITTLE BUDDY. YOU ALWAYS WERE FIXING HER HAIR AND DRESSED THE GIRLS IN SUCH CUTE OUTFITS.SHE'S GROWNING UP, SOON SHE'LL BE A TEENAGER.I HOPE SHE CAN REMEMBER YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE,YOUR LAUGHTER AND SENSITIVITY. SHE'S LIKE YOU IN SO MANY WAYS. GIVE HER THE STRENGTH TO GET THROUGH THIS AND TO LIVE HER LIFE FULLY AND TO KNOW IN HER HEART THAT YOU LOVED HER!YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WITH US AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED WITHLOVE!!! I KNOW YOU'LL BE AT PEACE WHEN ALL OF US ARE. YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART FOREVER
I am back from ohio after xmas, I am so much better after being with everyone, it's like we are not apart. You were such a sweet, sensative person, i hope your children can remember, it shows in all your pictures. You loved them so much. You were running from all the hurt and disappointment and now all of us have to deal with the lose of you, but we agreed that we must move foward and we will bring you with us, to be the best we can be and as happy as we can be, not only for our sake but so that you can be at peace. Your daughters are so like you, they are beautiful and sensative, give them the strenght to get through this and remember you with love.You are always with me and I know you want me to go forward and be at peace and to remember how much you loved us all. We burned a candle for you all xmas.You will always be with me and i will always love YOU.
Happy New Year my dearest Andrea. It has been 6 months since you left us. Seems like a lifetime. Many things have changed in my life in the time you've been gone, most of which hasnt been all that good. You were always in my corner whether I was right or wrong; you always stood next me giving me courage and strenght to get thru it. I know your there encouraging me now. I feel it and I need it. Thank you for that. You were one of my best buds and confidants and I miss you soo very much. I cherish the memories of you and I and YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME WHEREVER I GO. I hope you have found peace and happiness in that land way up above. Until we meet again, loving you always, Your Brother
This is the first xmas in 37 yrs, that i haven't held you in my arms. You were such a beautiful baby,and turned into a beautiful, caring, sensative woman, so much love to give. You were waiting for me, as always. We burn a candle for you every day.Your daughters are growing up,Carrington has grown so tall and they are as beautiful as you. I see so much of you in them. The hurt is still there for me, but I know that in time it will fade, and in its place will be all the wonderful memories and your children, who you loved with all your heart.I treasure them because they are part of you.We were all together and it made it easier, but some things have changed and are hard to deal with,but life changes all the time.I know you won't rest until all of us are at peace wih what happened. We will always miss you and love you. Help us to have the strenght to move forward and remember you with love.MERRY CHRISTMAS, MY DARING,ANDREA
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